
Sunday, July 24, 2005
to zerofour.:)
im doing good.=)
(im actually lying)
used to be excited seeing ur blog too.
but now,became fear.
wondering what other mean stuff you gonna say agn.
so im always well prepare.
rmb once,you told me that you cant love me;
as you share ur love away?
oh,gosh.what does that mean?
but well,thanks for all the criticizing.
after all,i do learn something from it.
i realise my mistake.
i know im wrong.
i'm sorry.
for all the mess i have cause,
i never dare to love agn.
even thou,i wanted someone now so much.
im not gonna say.
i just let the feeling stay in my heart.
as i know,i cant be tgt with "you"
how are we gonna bring back this friendship?
i have abandon my past,im trying to move on;
with "you" in my heart.
just like you,
im wondering,why did i do all that?
what was i thinkning during all those times.
couldn accept anyone now.
trying to find myself back.
he told me that he never ever cheated on me.
all that he said on that day was a lie.
but well,im really tired.
for now,i just want to be with my friends and family.
moving on with life with that smile and laughter i always have.
thou my night will be still tearing,
my day will be good agn.
thou the scar left by you still hurts,
i still hope we can be friends agn.
and of cause,hope that we can talk to each other nicely agn.
i believe we both wil find our MR OR MRS RIGHT one day.=)
i might forgotten most of our memory;
but i will always rmb we love each other once.
and hopefully we can move on tgt as friends and so,i can rmb the times we gonna have in furture.
=) and :).
{/7:04 PM}
count on it .